Oh, I don't care about propriety. Let's break the rules, ignore society.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

5:35 PM

This is chloe, when she just arrived at my place. I miss her, we gave her away just because mom didnt want to take the risk of her biting us. She had bit my maid and my mom on 3 incidences till much later, my maid admitted that she had aggravated her. This is a tribute to chloe, a golden retriever that made my life to be filled with so much joy and pain and experience the pain of departing to a new level.

Look at the tear stain, just how young she was when she came in, only 3 months old!

Just remember those day that she hated to shower till she enjoyed playing with water. Poor chloe, always so terrified of the hairdryer!

My brother and chloe at sentosa. I didnt go, but i bet chloe had hella time. It was her first and last time there with us. She went to the Dogrun at WCP for a few times tho.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aavxBGsj6ew

To view a video on chloe chewing a bone.

Draw this in class today. Picture 1, a guy sitting at a coconut tree watching the sunset where a couple enjoys the boatride. Picture 2, the couple alights from the boat. Picture 2, The guy is confused if he should remain sitting or start to leave. His heart is more inclined to sit.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

6:02 PM

Can you believe it? The Dance floor gonna be upped a tempo with Flying Dutchmen, Glenn Ong hosting the stage and Jade Seah Co-hosting (My Favourite Ms Singapore Constestant!) GOSH. This is way too cool, must catch the first episode man! =] I bet she will wanna watch the episode too cause she loves the hosts man.

Doodling in class rawks. -Thanks you yi for your marker. =p

Sunday, September 24, 2006

4:34 PM

THIS is dedicated to a very special friend of mine who does not know how to spell the han yu pin yin of this chinese idiom. It's called Ai Wu Ji Wu not ZI. hahahahas. Cheerios!

Meaning of this idiom = Direct translation means you must love the house and the crows around. It just means that when you love this person, you must love the person around her too. =)

Friday, September 22, 2006

7:46 PM

This is derek's story-telling day.

One day, there was this Stickman who went to a shop and wanted to buy something. Nevertheless, did he knew that he will see the most hated sign on the door.

It says, we're closed.

He tried banging on the door so hard, so so hard but the door never budged. He heard a voice in his head telling him " stop banging on the door, sometimes it work, sometimes it doesnt. "

he left the shop, feeling dismayed. He thought about it. The decision is in his hands. He never know when will this shop be open. This shop sells what he wants, but there are also other shop that sells it. They may be differentiated in someways, but again, it might even suit him better.

Met the guys last night. I'm glad i did. We were in my brother's room and we talked a little. then we had prata when my sister bought supper for us. =] Then we were in my living hall and we started talking for let's say about an hour downstairs.

Went badminton with some of my JC friends this morning, then i went tennis and swimming with the guys. Came back and i felt super tired.

I made one step wrong and do i deserve all these? Maybe i do. Indeed i do. definitely i do. It's tormenting me. It's making me feel really bad inside.

Another shop anyone?
- if the shop wants you, it will ask you to come back again one day.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

11:03 PM

I'm glad i didnt study for econs. MCQ was like, alright. DRQ and Case study, i think even if i studied, it wont have helped much. Hmmms, finally prelims are over. Went to play a lil soccer, then went to JP to have lunch with the guys. seperated from them when they went to Watch Singapore dreamings but they say that it was a lil disappointing as reviews were rather good. went home to change and went to Marina Square for my haircut appointment at Chapter 2. Worth the money personally. Met grace, went for dinner at Han's. I GOTTA COMPLAIN. the attitude of the stuff at Han's sucks. The one at Marina. I wonder why. They serve smoothie in a plastic cup. HAH. come on, smoothie in plastic cup, ya will be thinking, gosh. DONT ever dine there. The previous Han's was better.

Watched Miami vice. You'll understand why it's NC-16 and we were asked to checked for our IC. haha. Must be grace, who looks like a kid. Anyway, i will say it's a movie that's not totally about action-packed. SO yeah, do consider watching. Personally, a little draggy. A good start, a good ending, the storyline wasnt that great man. =]

Chaos. Gonna wait for the core crew guys to come to my place. hope no much instigation nor investigation will occur. haha. Wish me luck. Will update tomorrow again! another day of fun i hope.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

1:19 PM

Recently, i have no idea what i should blog about. Prelims ending on thursday. Well, for me, it ended on Monday. Heh.

Like they say, a picture depicts a thousand words.

Right now, what can i do? Nothing. Have just to wait and see. Most importantly, she's a happy girl aint it peeps? It has been 2 whole years.

If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
& yet, you're the best I ever had

Sunday, September 17, 2006

7:52 PM

Well, in a month's time. It's gonna be her call. Her call to decide on my happiness or my sadness. In a month's time, i will want to make her the happiest girl on tha special day. Nothing matters more than that. I have one month to save up, and get everything prepared.

My new found friend taught me, to look things outside the box. My new found friend, is a wonderful friend. Somehow i feel, even if things fail, my new found friend will still be a great friend. =)

What my new found friend says is gonna be so true. Everytime, i see her coming online, i will just brighten up no matter what. That's why i know, i'm so certain, that she's the one.

10:27 AM

I HATE SUNDAYS AND I HATE PRELIMS.

anyway, found a new friend ytd. What she said is damn true, we are living in a live that all we do is think about ourselves and for others which we think we want it to happen. We never take a min, or she says, 5 mins aside to just look at things outside the box and what will happen. Penny for a thought?

Saturday, September 16, 2006

4:27 PM

Untitled - A title to be found.

Never i knew that this was not the first or second time
Did Heaven just played a joke on me?
I found it in the most unexpected time of my life

Realise that the best was always in the radius of my scope

I thought was plain lonely, that you seem so right
Will-ingness to sacrifice my utopia for you
Fall-ing even deeper into the embracement as day goes by
For you, i'm willing to be a friend, a foe or stranger

You will come to realised, when the time is right, how much i like you.

Dedicated to that special someone.

9:52 AM

Went to town yesterday, picked her up from her tuition place
then we walked over to Wheelock for Sakae Sushi. Food wasn't great
but company was great. At least, i satisfied my craving. After dinner,
went down to Borders to walk around, and i got her cousin crayons and
coloring pencil in a really cute tube container.

Cheers. Recently, blogging been quite hard. Must be selective of what i write.

Anyway, enjoy your weekends ahead peeps.

Monday, September 11, 2006

1:26 PM

Today's September 11. Hmmms, just doing this as a minor tribute to the heroes who died valiantly to help rescue those who were ailing for their aid. I watched the documentary last week on Arts Central and it deeply touched my heart as people who did not cared about their own safety existed. They did it just for the sake of saving more lives. The Firefighters, military personnels at the pentagon and etc. Just wanna say - i respect the brave warriors who did not allow themselves to die on Flight Plane XX (i forgotten) as they decided that they must stop the plane before the plane hits its next target. They attacked the cockpit and fortunately, the plane stopped at a deserted area. Peace. However, they all died. Cheerios to them for their spirit and to the many lives they have save. World Peace.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

10:35 PM

Just something i doodled when i was studying.

Just wanna say good luck to everyone for your Prelims/Exams.
Specially to Felicia, Joyce, Jeannie and 05s32 & Keynes =)) Good luck man.

To be honest - this is only prelims - yes it's a good guage IF YOU STUDY. if you dont, just try studying now like me and try to get the momentum going for the A's. Anyone need studying partner? holler to me. =D

Saturday, September 09, 2006

2:57 PM

Just changed the Song from Oasis' Champagne Supernova to Counting Crows' Accidentally in love. For those who know me, this song holds a very special meaning. Yeaps, anyway, just realised that the Music Video is uber cute. Take sometime to just listen and look at the video. Cheers. (Located below my tagboard).

In memories of 01.14.04

Friday, September 08, 2006

11:06 PM

Picture speaks a thousand words. We love you kor! =)

Thursday, September 07, 2006

3:58 PM

Sighs. Expectations too high? Too high hopes? What did it all ended up - i failed my driving test. Yes, i failed. I thought i could make it. But what now, i failed. Just disappointed. Aint giving up the hope of driving my brother back from the Airport. Just that, all my plans of having able to drive a car is now gone.

Just wanna say - i wanna thank everyone for your encouragement =) Especially fel. Oh ya, Ashley too!

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

5:35 PM

This is gonna be my utmost personal entry ever. I know it's gonna receive alot of comments and stuff but i just felt like writing it.

I've reached this stage of life that i started realizing alot of stuff. I couldnt sleep just now. I wanted to nap after coming back from studying in NTU.

My education - Studying for let's say, 2 years in Nursery & 2 years in Kindergarden + 6 years in Primary School + 4 years in Secondary school + Going to 2 years in JC. How many years have that been. That's almost 16 years out of my 18 years of life. WOAH. Brother's in NTU doing Accounting now, while my Sister's in NTU doing business now. My parents' wish. For all 3 kids to be in University - sighs - to be honest, i feel a little stress on me for doing well in my studies.

What if i have started studying long ago. Can i keep this momentum going?

Prelims in less than a week - and i drew up a prelim study schedule and i have even started studying the most for any one exam i take. Can i pass all my prelims subjects? Can i do at least an Average B for my Exams? Well, it shall be seen.

alright, the most controversial part of my life - relationships.

Friendship - It's simple, just wanna say i'm thankful for having Core Crew by my side after leaving Secondary school and to everyone out there - trust me, if you're in secondary school - you oughta find your besties here. Or at least, you will enjoy the most here.

Love life - I just wanna say, i thank you for making a big impact in my life. Making me realised how important it is to actually have more than fun in a relationship. It totally changed my life, to this day, i just can't seem to find someone who can replace you or at least, someone whom i have successfully be with. Been talking to felicia and xiu wen a couple of times about this, i mean i understand what the say but there's this thing in me that i feel that has been missing for the past 2 years. I just wanna complete it. It's been a whole 2 years, i'm ready to take on something and "settle down" (what core crew will laugh about). What am i to do? What's wrong with me? Who can truly understand me? What do i lack? I hope i got an answer to all these and maybe i can feel much better.

I hate those lonely nights where you start thinking how fun it used to be studying, how motivated you are to go to school, how nice everything used to be and you just want it back.

Monday, September 04, 2006

12:34 PM

Went to the gym again this morning. I think going to the gym revitalises oneself and also help to keep you more alert. Think i might start doing the routine and try to juggle it into my school days also.

Anyway, not doing much posting this week, gonna be super busy mugging and preparing for my driving. =) Cheers. Can't wait for brother to be back. So much post-summer sales now that bro got some stuffs for me. Daaarn. ahhahas.

I will get some flowers and balloons for you. hahahas. just a thing btwn a friend & me.

Oh ya, anyway, changed the song to Champange SuperNova by Oasis. Enjoy.

6 more days to prelims!

Sunday, September 03, 2006

9:04 AM

I can tell my lil cousin yesterday night that she was the only one that can uphold the wishes of her parents and that will be her to graduate from secondary school into Poly. However, how come it doesnt come into my mind that my parents wishes to see my get into University. She was consulting me about what she can do for her english, trust me, her english doesnt sucks, she just lacks practice. that's what i told her.

"And again, i ponder why i can ask her to practice and etc. but what am i doing? I'm procrastinating again and again. Never do i realised how much hope those paper bears the wishes of those around me, my brother, sister, parents and even the teachers who think that i can do it. Most importantly, my own future. Damn derek. Start doing something."

7 More Days to Prelims.

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

2:07 PM

"What a great way to start Saturday Morning," i thought to myself.

This my brother while he was backpacking in United States before his exchange starts. Well, do miss him but not that much anymore since we can webcam and chat cause he's back in school to prepare for his new term.

I envy him but again, he motivates me to think that i can do the same things in life cause he always say i can. Thanks kor (linked ya anyway).

Well, ah ma, gong gong and my god-ma (kuku) came over to my place for lunch but prior we that, we chatted with my bro online using MSN webcam. It's nice at least it gives the old people assurance that bro is doing just great and that my brother can also see that they are fine (you know, about their health issues). He's probably sleeping now. Think he's gonna go shopping tomorrow and i hope he can get what i want at least =D wahahahas.

My reflections since my brother has left...

well, the first obvious thing that i have felt is that i've grown much closer to my sister. Yeaps, it's a great sign. We laugh and we talked crap nowadays more often. hmmms, the biggest impact i guess is that i realised how important i have to do ok (well) in my studies to actually fulfil my parents wish for all 3 of their child to get into University (that leaves me dangling alone now). Definitely the house seems to be a lil quieter without my brother crapping and xiu wen coming over at times. I also know the importance of prioritising things and learning that we gotta look deeper into things many a times that we fail to. "bo chup" is the word that will reasonance in my mind when i think of such situations. it's not exactly heck care. it's just taking things easy.

9 Days more to PRELIMS

Friday, September 01, 2006

8:48 PM

10 MORE DAYS TO PRELIMS

Well, today went alright i guess for a start of "muggin" for prelims.

0800-0900 = Woke up, washed up and chatted with bro (he's in NY!)
0900-1000 = Went to the gym and visited gramps for a short while
1000-1100 = Chatted with bro, had brunch and gamed a lil
1100- 1200 = Showered and procrastinated
1200- 1400 = NOT BAD! i completed Production (with procrastinations of course) & a lil of Cost.

Woah, bro sent back a postcard from the states while he was backpacking. So sweet of him. We miss him but i hope he's homesick isnt that bad sinec we can web cam nowadays. Everyone's gonna be over at my placeto webcam with him tomorrow. hahs.

Then i went driving (7th sept coming sooooon), and met Grace *thanks for the company* for dinner at JP Bento Box. The Pork served with the Jap rice sucks. seriously. it's TOUGH to chew or even seperate the meat. Feel so artificial. back at home, gonna start studying again soon.