Oh, I don't care about propriety. Let's break the rules, ignore society.

ABOUT ME

• Derek a.k.a Daeric • My family, Core Crew and friends are my world • Ex-XNPS / Fuhua Sec / JJ / Raven COY. • • I love to listen to music and chill • Current Favourite: John Legend • Wants to migrate to Australia or pay a visit again • Do better for my A's. • Love my Mont Blanc wallet • WANT to get list • Golden Retriever • Lab Series • Belt • Height and Complexion •

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

6:46 PM

Coach had a talk with us. I realised, the importance of having competition in life, even in your own team. Or else, we do take things for granted. A'Div in a weeks' time. Not much time left to play Softball, it's only 1 and half month for me to play and after that studies time. WHY is softball so under-recognised in Singapore? Why people who had train 4 years for the sports can feel that they need a change from it while after training 1 year+ for it, i feel that i wish i had more time to train myself, or even go back in time to learn softball. *Softball isn't a game for what you people call, SISSY, SPORTS-REJECTS just because not alot of people join. It's just that you guys have no courage to try it out. It's not a test of your strength, it's not a test of your wit but it's a test of both. A test of REAL TEAM PLAY than what you call team play when your "brother" always stand by your side." GIVE ME A BREAK and stop criticising softball, it isnt a sports that you can master cause there's no stop to play this game. I SWEAR i'm deeply fustrated with the opinion of people have of Softball in JJC or in Singapore.

The Picture

The picture i always doodle when im bored. I decided to use this picture to thrash out how i really feel deep inside. I feel all confused, the picture says it. My life is like made up of so many different kinda things, like the picture where there is no ONLY one kinda painting method used on it.

My studies, im really lagging behind badly, with no motivation to study, to do my work but just try to study for my tests.

Softball - My team's attitude has indeed changed but i still feel something isnt right. I hope tomorrow, will be a day that it can all be proved right. Maybe it's time for me to step up to be more prominent.

Seeking for the right one in life on many attempts, things like Woah, she looks like the kinda girl i want, but we dont click well. On the other hand, this girl is fine looking but not of my dream kind, but we click well. I donno if im being too hastey, i donno what im thinking about BGR, even tho i say i should put it aside, it just bothers me time to time after my last relationship which i deeply regretted. I m hastey. I admit. But again, i just want that special something from a special someone. ( i bet many of you will just say, hahahas, that's just so Derek.)

I'm off to shower, nap a lil before i wake up to study for my maths test tomorrow. Take care peeps. Thanks for letting me know you care cause you are reading now. (=